It had been long ago since writing my journal. And I neither had done new drawings for a long time nor written any new fanfic or something else. I hadn't felt like doing something like this so long, that i'm now full of joy when just thinking about it
but now i haven't got that much time, oh no... -.-

Because it's carnival (do you call it this, carnival??)I pass a lot of time with drinking and kidding with friends while we're drunk. That's the only way you can stand carnival, I think. But lately i'm always making out with some guy, even if i'd never seen him before when i'm drunk. Well, it's ok, i don't have any problems with my morality or anything. It's just annoying that i although don't have a boyfriend! If my friends are making out with anyone, they so often come together afterwards. Don't know why, but this is never happening to me. fuck yourself before i do, fuckin maggots! ^^
But although had kinda funny days, cause i met some weird new guys and many old friends, i hadn't seen for very long.

apropos maggots, i'm so in love with the new album of Slipknot -All Hope Is Gone...had borrowed this exra-edition album from a friend, and never want to give it back )))
but i'm afraid i have to... -.-
haha. how i love it xDD




Slipknot-Dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget
Even now, I realize the time I'll never get
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate
I can't go back again. I can't go back again
But you asked me to love you and I did
Traded my emotions for a contract to commit
And when I got away, I only got so far
The Other Me Is Dead
I hear his voice inside my head

We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart

You told me to love you and I did.
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.
So when I got away, I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong

We were never alive, and we won't be born again
But I'll never survive with
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart

Dead Visions in your Name
Dead Fingers in my Veins
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart
Dead Memories in my Heart